01 February 2009

Today, it finally sunk in

that I am in love with someone who does not love me. I have known this for a while, but did not acknowledge it until now. I need to change the way I think about things and reach out for new experiences, on my own. Things happen for a reason, and I'm not going to permit myself to feel sad about this for very long. I needed to write it here to make it real and remind myself of this promise.

2 comments:

Jenn said...

I've been there, many moons ago. And it sucks. Really, really sucks. But it will get better.

Anonymous said...

Been there, too. You sound pragmatic and strong, which is the best way to be in this situation. (and yes....it's 20 days later so you're probably waaay over it, already).